On the early morning of May 15, around 2 am I woke up with a feeling of premenstrual pain and all of a sudden blood was running out from me. I sat some minutes on the toilet to let it out. It was running blood unhindered. Either tampons, sanitary napkins helped so I had to used a towel. I was sweating cold and no strength left so I had to go back to bed, after a while I had to go to the toilet again and I haven’t reached the toilet bowl when it came out two clamps of blood out from me. One is as big as my feast and the other one is smaller. It was almost like having a miscarriage. I felt dizzy and exhausted but I had to clean up the toilet because blood was all over, on the floor and the lower walls. Blood is still running out from me so I had to use a child diaper that my soon 4-year old granddaughter had left.
In the morning it was normal again, I could use a normal sanitary napkin so I thought it was over. I thought it was normal menopausal trouble since my friend had a heavy bleeding too before she had her menopause, so I was not really alarmed.
Some days after or maybe a week this bleeding repeats but this time it was not so much like the first one but I had to stay sitting on the toilet for some minutes and I used a child diaper for protection. I felt so exhausted.
The night between 26 and 27 of May I had this bleeding again so I had to call for a doctor in the morning. Please continue reading here
Published by queenkeandra
I am a swedish citizen with asian origin, lives in Sweden, entrepreneur, accountant, fashion designer, dressmaker, professional interpreter and translator and from year 2014, I also became a local politician with some assignments from the local government.
I moved to Sweden after marriage with a Swedish national in 1986. Two years later we got a son followed by a daughter after 21 months. Satisfied with life in fact, I guess I got all I wished for, it feels I have everything.
Being married is not just a bed of roses, the roses have thorns also and you can get it at times but we’ve always been doing pretty good. Kinder and better husband I do not think I can get, everyone has their flaws and life becomes easier if you can accept them. I’m not a perfect person either.
I became a grandmother quite young, only 45 years old, was a little skeptical at first but then I loved to be one. Now I am already a grandmother of two, a boy and a girl of 20 months between them, such a great feeling, it feels like it was a replay of my life. When I have both of them at home, it feels like I was young again and is the mother of small children. I can not explain but so damn good it is. When I moved to Sweden I knew nothing about the country, but now it feels like I’ve always lived here. I speak Swedish better than my native language, better in Swedish grammar than my husband, it may sound strange but it’s true. I dream even in Swedish. I hang out with many Swedes, have worked and still working in Swedish companies. I go to the Swedish church though I am a Roman Catholic. We believe in the same God anyway. I’ve adapted pretty well in Swedish society. I think I have to adjust to that country I moved to, not the country or its citizens to adapt to me. Sweden has no responsibility whatsoever that I wanted to move here so I could not demand anything else, but now a citizen, I think I have the right as any other native Swedes. I pay taxes and do my duties as a citizen. I think I am a good role model and a loyal citizen and can fight for my new country.
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