Gothenburg Post’s issue

I woke up around 10 AM today and came to think about that the reporter told me that my issue will be out today on Gothenburg Post as I wrote about earlier on my post on the 27th of July. I check my iPad app of Gothenburg post and here it is on front page! I never expected it would be this big, not even my reporter.

The saddest part of this event was some heartless folks posted this issue publicly on their walls on Facebook stating that they are thinking about me. What a bulls, hypocrites! Why should they post this on their walls? I am not even their friend on FB? I can’t read that! If they are really sincere of what they are writing about on their walls why shouldn’t they write me a message personally instead of doing that in public? Why do they need to publish it publicly on Facebook? It was just a co-incident that a mutual friend commented on the post and tagged me on her comment so I saw it, otherwise it is impossible for me to see. I don’t read other’s Facebooks specially those who are not my FB friends.

I let this interview not to be famous, I was not interested in the beginning, remember? I hate publicity and would rather keep this illness by myself. If I wanted this to be public then I should have posted the article by myself on Facebook, but I didn’t because I know everybody has a Facebook and I don’t want everybody to know, not at this point anyway. I chosed Gothenburg Post because I know only some people is reading the newspaper nowadays and almost nobody knows me in Gothenburg, hopefully nobody would recognized me but almost everybody have a Facebook, right? That’s why I didn’t post it on FB. It’s so strange that some people did when they are not even my FB friends, so ridiculous!

I guess what they are really trying to say is that this is over for me and they feel great! I should not be affected of how other people react about this matter, what is important to me right now is my self, nothing else! But I can’t just tolerate people who are rejoicing when I’m in pain. It makes me feel so sad that there are people like that. I keep on praying…God is my savior!  I will conquer this just to make them disappointed.

Today’s issue on one of National daily newspapers in Sweden “Gothenburg Post” (front page)
Centerfold on today’s issue of Gothenburg Post

Published by queenkeandra

I am a swedish citizen with asian origin, lives in Sweden, entrepreneur, accountant, fashion designer, dressmaker, professional interpreter and translator and from year 2014, I also became a local politician with some assignments from the local government. I moved to Sweden after marriage with a Swedish national in 1986. Two years later we got a son followed by a daughter after 21 months. Satisfied with life in fact, I guess I got all I wished for, it feels I have everything. Being married is not just a bed of roses, the roses have thorns also and you can get it at times but we’ve always been doing pretty good. Kinder and better husband I do not think I can get, everyone has their flaws and life becomes easier if you can accept them. I’m not a perfect person either. I became a grandmother quite young, only 45 years old, was a little skeptical at first but then I loved to be one. Now I am already a grandmother of two, a boy and a girl of 20 months between them, such a great feeling, it feels like it was a replay of my life. When I have both of them at home, it feels like I was young again and is the mother of small children. I can not explain but so damn good it is. When I moved to Sweden I knew nothing about the country, but now it feels like I’ve always lived here. I speak Swedish better than my native language, better in Swedish grammar than my husband, it may sound strange but it’s true. I dream even in Swedish. I hang out with many Swedes, have worked and still working in Swedish companies. I go to the Swedish church though I am a Roman Catholic. We believe in the same God anyway. I’ve adapted pretty well in Swedish society. I think I have to adjust to that country I moved to, not the country or its citizens to adapt to me. Sweden has no responsibility whatsoever that I wanted to move here so I could not demand anything else, but now a citizen, I think I have the right as any other native Swedes. I pay taxes and do my duties as a citizen. I think I am a good role model and a loyal citizen and can fight for my new country.

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