The saddest part of this event was some heartless folks posted this issue publicly on their walls on Facebook stating that they are thinking about me. What a bulls, hypocrites! Why should they post this on their walls? I am not even their friend on FB? I can’t read that! If they are really sincere of what they are writing about on their walls why shouldn’t they write me a message personally instead of doing that in public? Why do they need to publish it publicly on Facebook? It was just a co-incident that a mutual friend commented on the post and tagged me on her comment so I saw it, otherwise it is impossible for me to see. I don’t read other’s Facebooks specially those who are not my FB friends.
I let this interview not to be famous, I was not interested in the beginning, remember? I hate publicity and would rather keep this illness by myself. If I wanted this to be public then I should have posted the article by myself on Facebook, but I didn’t because I know everybody has a Facebook and I don’t want everybody to know, not at this point anyway. I chosed Gothenburg Post because I know only some people is reading the newspaper nowadays and almost nobody knows me in Gothenburg, hopefully nobody would recognized me but almost everybody have a Facebook, right? That’s why I didn’t post it on FB. It’s so strange that some people did when they are not even my FB friends, so ridiculous!
I guess what they are really trying to say is that this is over for me and they feel great! I should not be affected of how other people react about this matter, what is important to me right now is my self, nothing else! But I can’t just tolerate people who are rejoicing when I’m in pain. It makes me feel so sad that there are people like that. I keep on praying…God is my savior! I will conquer this just to make them disappointed.
|Today’s issue on one of National daily newspapers in Sweden “Gothenburg Post” (front page)|
|Centerfold on today’s issue of Gothenburg Post|