Visit to the health center

I haven’t been feeling well since I went to the FCC general assembly in Gävle, in the north of Sweden, on the 15th of July. I have pain in my back and going down to my left arm. I thought it was just a usual stift neck of something like that since I drove to the event, around 400 km but I am still feeling uncomfortable after 2 weeks now so I decided to call the health center yesterday and they scheduled me to meet a doctor today.

I was examine properly by the doctor and I told her that I have had cancer. I was adviced to leave blood samples but since it’s pass 4:00 PM and the laboratory is already closed, I have to go back tommorrow. If the blood samples shows anything then I will be called for a further examination.
To be continued…
Today is Friday the 29th of July. I went to the laboratory and leave blood samples, 6 testtubes of blood, I feel so uncomfortable, here we are again. When will this torture get to an end? I am so grateful anyway for this kind of treatment, not everybody has this opportunity and I wish I will be alright.
Monday, the 1st of August I recieved a notice for an skeletal examination next monday, the 8th at Skövde Hospital. I am starting to get worried again. Just imagine if I have an skeletal cancer too! Oh my God! Please don’t leave me!
I read some articles of skeletal cancer and the prognos is not really good. I just hope it’s not that serious in my case.

Published by queenkeandra

I am a swedish citizen with asian origin, lives in Sweden, entrepreneur, accountant, fashion designer, dressmaker, professional interpreter and translator and from year 2014, I also became a local politician with some assignments from the local government. I moved to Sweden after marriage with a Swedish national in 1986. Two years later we got a son followed by a daughter after 21 months. Satisfied with life in fact, I guess I got all I wished for, it feels I have everything. Being married is not just a bed of roses, the roses have thorns also and you can get it at times but we’ve always been doing pretty good. Kinder and better husband I do not think I can get, everyone has their flaws and life becomes easier if you can accept them. I’m not a perfect person either. I became a grandmother quite young, only 45 years old, was a little skeptical at first but then I loved to be one. Now I am already a grandmother of two, a boy and a girl of 20 months between them, such a great feeling, it feels like it was a replay of my life. When I have both of them at home, it feels like I was young again and is the mother of small children. I can not explain but so damn good it is. When I moved to Sweden I knew nothing about the country, but now it feels like I’ve always lived here. I speak Swedish better than my native language, better in Swedish grammar than my husband, it may sound strange but it’s true. I dream even in Swedish. I hang out with many Swedes, have worked and still working in Swedish companies. I go to the Swedish church though I am a Roman Catholic. We believe in the same God anyway. I’ve adapted pretty well in Swedish society. I think I have to adjust to that country I moved to, not the country or its citizens to adapt to me. Sweden has no responsibility whatsoever that I wanted to move here so I could not demand anything else, but now a citizen, I think I have the right as any other native Swedes. I pay taxes and do my duties as a citizen. I think I am a good role model and a loyal citizen and can fight for my new country.

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